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asdfghjklhynneTitle: Project: Choosey Lover
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asdfghjklhynne (former lhynnechan)
Pairings: Yunho/Jaejoong (main pairing), Yoochun/Junsu, Changmin/Karam
Genre: Alternative Universe (Human Hybrid), Romance, Drama, Fluff, Little Angst, Fail Crack/Comedy
Length: Chaptered
Rating: NC-17 to R (for this chapter only)
Disclaimer: Yunho and Jaejoong belong to each other’s arms. :3
Summary: In order to help his lover's business to grow again, Park Yoochun; a mad scientist had created a new discovery again. He experimented and used his scientific abilities to formulate an artificial human being. It was created to the people who are having difficulties in finding their ideal partner in life. Project: Choosey Lover is still unknown to the public because it's currently on the process of testing, and the first one who benefited his creation was his bestfriend; the workaholic Jung Yunho. He knows that Yunho is still single so he decided to give him his first creation as a birthday present. Yunho thinks that this is a great distraction. A ONE HELL GREAT DISTRACTION.
A/N: i’m sooooooo asdfghfghj sorry for the very very late update. tbh, i really missed writing this fic and i sooo wanted to finish this already. you see, it’s been two years since I wrote this (051611) .__. and i don’t have any intentions of abandoning this so please bear with the late updates. err my muse is like a mushroom that pops out of nowhere. and i definitely don’t rush perfections XD anyw, enough with the ramblings. you know the drill :)
When morning came, Yunho opened his eyes and found himself sprawled in the bedsheets. He felt satisfied yet conscience is starting to haunt him. Last night's events were very unforgivable. It was a total mistake to force Jaejoong into such rough activity. But when he thought of the reasons why he acted that way, his jaw tightened. 'Fuck conscience, he deserves it.'
Today was Sunday, Yunho reminded himself not to attend work today. After changing into gray sweatpants and a simple graphic t-shirt, he walked downstairs.
The first thing he saw on the living room was the artificial human. Jaejoong was still sleeping quietly, still butt-naked on the leather couch. Yunho inwardly gulped as he raked his eyes towards the artificial human's figure. This scene reminded him of the first time he laid his eyes on Jaejoong. Yoochun made a human hybrid out of Jaejoong, and this was his present to the workaholic man who’s lacking of love interest.
But after the last night's events, what would Jaejoong say to him the moment he wakes up? Will the beauty forgive him because he's his activator? Or would he rebel his way out of Yunho's life?
Suddenly, Yunho walked towards the sleeping beauty and covered him with a thick blanket. He properly arranged Jaejoong on the couch so that the latter would get comfortable in sleeping. With a gentle gaze, Yunho caressed Jaejoong's thick raven locks. Hesitant at first, but then he ended up saying his apology to the artificial human. "I know.. what I did last night was totally wrong. I shouldn't.. I shouldn't do that to you. It's all my fault, I shouldn't let go of my anger. I went out of bounds, so I'm sorry."
There's no response, but Yunho assumed Jaejoong was still drowned in a deep slumber. His hand made its way to Jaejoong's cheeks, cupping it and caressing it using the thumb. He leaned down to kiss his forehead and also to his cheeks. But when Yunho kissed his right cheek, he felt that Jaejoong wasn't breathing. He didn't feel any oxygen coming in and out of Jaejoong's nosetrils.
"J-Jaejoong..?" Yunho gently patted Jaejoong but the latter still didn't show any signs of consciousness. "Jaejoong? Jae, wake up!" Yunho kept on nudging Jaejoong but the beauty remained frozen on his spot. "Jaejoong, open your eyes! Wake up!"
Seeing that Jaejoong isn't responding and assumed that there's something wrong with his system, Yunho grabbed his phone and called the right person.
"Yoochun! Where are you now? Jaejoong is not moving!"
In less than an hour, Yunho and the unconscious Jaejoong finally arrived at Yoochun and Junsu's house. Yunho rushed to Jaejoong's side and lifted him up bridal style. He banged the door with his free arm, startling the people inside the house. The door swung open, revealing Yoochun in working clothes. He fled home after he received Yunho's phone call back at work. Junsu was holding baby Cheonji that's why Yoochun was the only one who approached the couple on the door.
"What happened to Jaejoong?" Yoochun asked as he led the couple to his working room that is secluded and very much away from the atmosphere outside. This place resembles his laboratory room back at work, and this is the place where he created Jaejoong.
After Yunho placed Jaejoong on the plain bed, he answered Yoochun's previous question. "I dunno."
Yoochun smelled something fishy upon hearing Yunho's timid response. "Did something happen last night? Answer me Yunho."
"I told you, I really don't know." Again, he's lacking of explanations. Yoochun's eyes sharpened and asked Yunho the same thing again. "Be honest with me."
Feeling irritated, Yunho suddenly bursted out. "I said I don't know! Shit, how many times do I have to tell you?!"
"How can you not know, when you're the only person that's beside him?"
A long silence engulfed them, and Yunho could only exhale in order to calm himself down. Jaejoong was still unconscious, totally unaware of Yunho's outrage.
When Yunho finally composed himself, he felt like explaining now. "I.. we had sex last night. I forced him to do it with me." He said in a low tune. "I saw him with that fucker. I told him not to hang out with him but he didn't listen to me so I have to punish him. After I taught him how to be a human, he just turned out into a bitch. What does he take me for, a stranger?! Aren't I his activator? I was the one who gave him life, not some random shit he met outside!" The more explaining he did, the more his voice was rising.
"I see, you are already falling in love with him."
"I AM NOT! Just because I'm being like this doesn't mean I like him!" Yunho scowled.
"Face it Yunho, my creation finally worked. You are now head over heels on Jaejoong. Jealousy leads to love and affection." Yoochun smirked at him in happiness. But that smirk only ignited the flame over Yunho. He thought Yoochun was mocking him with that smirk. He misunderstood the action.
Yunho advanced his steps towards Yoochun, only to find their faces closer to each other. "No, you just turned my life into a mess. You and your fucking creation made me like this. I turned out to be this selfish! I don't want to be selfish but I just did! Shit!"
Feeling hurt about what Yunho said to him, the smile on Yoochun's face faded. "It's not Jaejoong's fault, it's yours! You and your fucking attitude!"
Again, silence took over the moment. The tension between the two buddies had increased, judging on their intense glaring to each other's eyes.
"I did my best to sort out your attitude by creating a permanent lover because all this time I, your bestest friend was very concerned about you!"
"I didn't ask for it, I didn't wish for you to change my views! Humans are only compatible with their own kind! And I didn't wish to end up with a robotic man! I am not gay! What the fuck are you getting at, Park Yoochun?!"
"I created him because I want someone to look after you and take care of you because I already have a family, I can't look after you anymore! I know everyone left you, but I never did because I love you so much! Can't you see? Even I already have Junsu and Cheonji on my life, I'm still concerned about you. I trusted Jaejoong to take care of you, to make you happy, feel loved and mostly, to make you feel that you're not alone anymore. But right now, after so many years of friendship, you're blaming me because I messed up your life. What the fuck are YOU getting at, Jung Yunho?" Yoochun threw Yunho's question back to him, but the latter didn't respond. He stood there silently, head hung low and his right hand creating a fist.
Yoochun walked towards Jaejoong's figure on the bed, his back facing Yunho. "Get out of my house. I will never allow you to see and touch Jaejoong again. You have no rights anymore."
"Good, make him out of my life! I don't want him ever since the beginning anyways. You just forced me to accept him, just like how I forced him last night." Yunho smirked bitterly upon reminiscing the underlying memories of his last words.
"Get out now Jung, I don't want to hear your fucks anymore. Get out!" Yoochun shouted at his lungs.
Yunho stormed out of the room with a loud slam, causing Junsu and Cheonji to startle. Suddenly, Cheonji started crying and Junsu immediately hushed her. "What happened--" Junsu saw Yunho's raging face as the latter just past through him. Yunho didn't even notice Junsu's presence and the cries of Cheonji as he went out of the house. He just left Jaejoong in the hands of his creator and drove out of the village.
As Cheonji was still crying in his arms, Junsu went inside Yoochun's working room. His body tensed up as he saw an unconscious Jaejoong on the bed. Yoochun didn't waste his time; he started preparing his tools in order to fix Jaejoong's system. "W-what happened to Jaejoong, Chunnie?"
"That bastard ruined my creation. He hated Jaejoong so much in his life that he had to destroy his system. He said I messed up his life, when he was the one who destroyed Jaejoong. What a murderer." Yoochun wanted to cry, but shedding tears will not do any good. "Fuck him and his stupid attitude, I've had enough." Junsu could only pat Yoochun's shoulder with his free hand.
Yoochun's hands landed on Jaejoong's pale cheek. "I'm so sorry Jaejoong. Don't worry, I'll fix you. And by the time you'll wake up, you're not going to suffer anymore." He broke out a smile as he gazed on the unconscious beauty.
Dark surroundings. Crowded place. Flashy disco lights. Smell of alcohol and sex everywhere. Loud blaring dance music. Positive. Yunho was indeed, hanging out on a night club.
People thought Yunho passed out already because his head was buried on the counter. One of the bartenders of the club was nudging him to wake up and go home. The bartender noticed that Yunho was already drunk because he's talking mostly to himself like a crazy patient on a mental hospital. Being a concerned citizen he was, he volunteered to knock some sense on the drunken man.
"Uhh, sir, you might want to go home now."
"Aiiiiyaaaa, I still want to driiiiink!" Yunho whined like a kid, totally opposite from his attitude. His face was flushed due to the alcohol content he's drinking. "B-but sir, you're passing out already!" The bartender retorted.
Yunho shoved the bartender's arms on him. "You know, I've never had too much alcohol on my bodyyyy.. because I have low tolerance. HAHAHAHAHA! You gave me a bottle of booze, now look what happened! HAHAHAHAHA!" Yunho laughed hysterically. "I'm sorry sir, I didn't know. But you ordered it!"
"Now I'm drunk as hell you know~ Yunhoww~ you know, Yunhowww~ you know Yunho? HAHA, that's right.. that's me! The one and only, Jung Yunhoooooo~! HAHAHA!"
Sheesh. Yunho was obviously out of his mind.
"Come on, Mr. uhh.. Jung Yunho. Let's get you home before you pass out here." The bartender still insisted to help Yunho out of the club. "Shall I call your friends sir? They should pick you up."
"Friends? Who, Park Yoochun?! Ha! That man messed up my life, I don't need his help! Who else, Jaejoong? He's deaaaad! Only half a year passed by since I activated him but he left me that easily! How weak, tch! My parents, my past girlfriends, my cruel grandpa—OHH COME ON, EVERYONE LEFT ME ALREADY! Who's there to call?! Fuck!" To his sudden burst out, Yunho harshly shoved the bartender away from him. But the bartender was strong enough to balance himself and not to stumble.
"You want me to ditch this place? Fine! This place is so stiiiiiinky anyways! Heyy Mr. Taxi Taxi Taxiiiii~ over heeeere! Lead me home~!"
A yellow taxi parked in front of the drunken Yunho. The bartender opened the door for him and shoved Yunho in. "Ahjusshi, you're in charge of him now! Happy trip~!" The bartender chirped, causing the driver to cringe. "Another nuisance. I hate this job." He muttered as he gazed at the drunken passenger through the mirror.
"What's our destination sir?" The driver calmly asked as he started to drive the vehicle. "Destination? Hell! HAHAHAHAHAHA!" Said the drunken lad on the back seat. The driver glared at Yunho's reflection on the mirror. "Sir, where do you want to go?"
"Take me to uhh—HIC! Seoul Cemetery!"
"Are you sure? You're still drunk—"
Yunho interrupted him with a loud command. "I don't care, just drive me there! I want to visit my parent's grave! Here's the money, and keep the change! Hehehe~"
The driver was shocked to see the large amout of money on his hand. But being a honest driver he was and he knew his customer won't pay such high amount like that, he only took the right amount and handed it back to Yunho. "You wouldn't want to waste money for sure. You'll realize it once you went back to your old self."
"Are you sure? Ohh well, more money for meeeeeee~~ Heheheheheasdfsghsfdjsgdkshdha~" Yunho kept on blabbering incoherent words as the driver ignored him.
At the middle of the ride, a loud thunder roared from the night sky. It might rain heavily soon.
"You know, whenever I hear the sounds of thunder, I'm having such nightmares~" Yunho started talking again. This time, the driver listened to him intently. There must be a reason why he was this sober.
"But when Jaejoong came into my life.. strangely, I don't get any nightmares anymore. Is he a magician? No, he's not! He's a robooooot~ he keeps insisting that he's also a human but in reality, he's just a meeeere robot~! He—ugh! He's soooo annoying; I don't know why people like to compliment him! Ahh! Maybe because of his beautiful face that is! Heh, he's really not a human being. He's an angel! And I don't deserve that kind of perfection! And mostly, I am not gayyyy, I'm effin’ straight~~"
The driver gently stepped down on the brakes, causing the vehicle to stop. "We're here, now get out before you barf on my car."
"No, I'm not yet finish talking!" Yunho glared at him. Wow, he actually managed to glare at him when his vision is already spinning. But let the man do the talking. Drunken people tend to tell the truth. "I dunno why that man loves me so much when all I could give to him was pain! Now I sounded like a murderer. But really, it's my entire fault that he's still unconscious due to what happened last night. But but but I don't mean to kill him because I was so mad at him for seeing that fucker! Blegh! Yoochun said I did it because of jealousy. What? Jealousy leads to love and affection? Do you understand what that means? Cause I don't!"
Resting his head on the back rest, the driver came out with an advice. "Yeah, yeah. That Yoochun was right. You're gay. You're madly in love with that Jaejoong robot. Understand? Now go make out with your boyfriend and mind your own business!"
Yes, the taxi driver literally kicked him out of the taxi. Talk about no mercy.
And so, Seoul Cemetery was now in front of him.
Although his legs are kinda wobbly, he managed to enter the cemetery in peace. The night sky roared again with thunder lightning’s in background, signaling that it's going to rain cats and dogs tonight. Anytime soon, it will rain for sure.
"Where are my parents? Hmm, let's see.." He roamed and scanned the whole cemetery. "Uhh.. there! Finallyyyy~" When he arrived in front of his parent's graves, he hugged the tombstones together. "Hello mom and dad~ how are you doing up there~?" Yunho talked in front of the two tombstones. "Ughhh. You two left me, and you're still together up there. Does that mean you're also selfish for leaving me like this? Ahh, no? Ahhh~ that's right~! It was an accident! I'm sorry mom and dad for bringing up this topic. I guess I'm the only one who got selfish. I lost everyone of you because I only think of myself. I'm such a murderer. My parents who witnessed my childhood days.. my grandpa was cruel of me but he still managed to let myself alive.. Jaejoong.. Ughh, I don't know anything anymore.."
In a split of second, the loud thunder was followed by a hard downpour of rain. Everything was drenched, including the drunken Yunho whose body is still glued in front of his parent's tombstone.
"Ohh shit, it's raining. So cold.."
Little did he know (because his body is very numb due to alcohol and the rain), his eyes shed out tears. His hot tears were washed off by the cold rain pouring on his entire body. He remained glued there until he found himself sobbing and kneeling in front of his parent's graveyard, his body shivered from soaking up in the rain.
"Jaejoong.. I need you.. I'm fucking sorry.."
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Author:
asdfghjklhynne (former lhynnechan)Pairings: Yunho/Jaejoong (main pairing), Yoochun/Junsu, Changmin/Karam
Genre: Alternative Universe (Human Hybrid), Romance, Drama, Fluff, Little Angst, Fail Crack/Comedy
Length: Chaptered
Rating: NC-17 to R (for this chapter only)
Disclaimer: Yunho and Jaejoong belong to each other’s arms. :3
Summary: In order to help his lover's business to grow again, Park Yoochun; a mad scientist had created a new discovery again. He experimented and used his scientific abilities to formulate an artificial human being. It was created to the people who are having difficulties in finding their ideal partner in life. Project: Choosey Lover is still unknown to the public because it's currently on the process of testing, and the first one who benefited his creation was his bestfriend; the workaholic Jung Yunho. He knows that Yunho is still single so he decided to give him his first creation as a birthday present. Yunho thinks that this is a great distraction. A ONE HELL GREAT DISTRACTION.
A/N: i’m sooooooo asdfghfghj sorry for the very very late update. tbh, i really missed writing this fic and i sooo wanted to finish this already. you see, it’s been two years since I wrote this (051611) .__. and i don’t have any intentions of abandoning this so please bear with the late updates. err my muse is like a mushroom that pops out of nowhere. and i definitely don’t rush perfections XD anyw, enough with the ramblings. you know the drill :)
***
The ride to Yunho's home was full of tensed silence, as Yunho gripped the steering wheel and furiously drove his car. Jaejoong was startled upon seeing Yunho getting mad like this. Realizing that he was hanging out with TOP and he needs some explaining to do, he quickly started a conversation. "He.. H-he was just passing by and h-happened to see me. He helped me to rescue the cat."
"Shut up."
"Yunhooo.." Jaejoong frowned more. "I didn't intentionally meet Mr. TOP, we just crossed paths—"
"I said shut up!"
The car came to a loud screech when it was halted on the side of the road. Jaejoong let out an audible gasp as he watched Yunho's sudden outburst. He could only grip on the car's seatbelt and sat there silently, eyes filled with worry as he looked at Yunho leaning his head on the steering wheel.
Yunho himself doesn't understand why he's acting this way. Why does he have to punch TOP all of a sudden? Why did his eyes reflect anger when he saw Jaejoong and TOP engaging in such intimate acts? When in fact, TOP only moved closer to Jaejoong. Yunho thought he was kissing him. He let out a ragged breath, trying to control his anger.
When Yunho slid his right hand on his pocket, his fingertips found a small box inside. It was the box where Yunho hid Jaejoong's beaded necklace. But then the previous scene between TOP and Jaejoong played again on Yunho's mind, causing his eyes to sharpen. "You robot." Before Jaejoong could argue with him, Yunho started the ignition again and continued driving with a speed of 150 kph.
When Yunho gets mad, hell break loose.
"Shut up."
"Yunhooo.." Jaejoong frowned more. "I didn't intentionally meet Mr. TOP, we just crossed paths—"
"I said shut up!"
The car came to a loud screech when it was halted on the side of the road. Jaejoong let out an audible gasp as he watched Yunho's sudden outburst. He could only grip on the car's seatbelt and sat there silently, eyes filled with worry as he looked at Yunho leaning his head on the steering wheel.
Yunho himself doesn't understand why he's acting this way. Why does he have to punch TOP all of a sudden? Why did his eyes reflect anger when he saw Jaejoong and TOP engaging in such intimate acts? When in fact, TOP only moved closer to Jaejoong. Yunho thought he was kissing him. He let out a ragged breath, trying to control his anger.
When Yunho slid his right hand on his pocket, his fingertips found a small box inside. It was the box where Yunho hid Jaejoong's beaded necklace. But then the previous scene between TOP and Jaejoong played again on Yunho's mind, causing his eyes to sharpen. "You robot." Before Jaejoong could argue with him, Yunho started the ignition again and continued driving with a speed of 150 kph.
When Yunho gets mad, hell break loose.
***
When the car finally parked in front of Yunho's house, the owner swiftly unbuckled his & Jaejoong's seatbelts. Without hesitations, Yunho yanked Jaejoong off the car and dragged him inside the house. The door was closed into a loud slam, causing its sound to echo inside the house walls. Jaejoong could feel Yunho's nails digging his flesh, and it hurts like hell. "Y-Yunho, let me g-go.." He tried to escape on Yunho's grip but no to avail; the latter was too damn strong for a human.
"To what, to run away and let that man rule you?" Yunho's words were followed by a cynical snicker. "I told you not to see that guy anymore. He's dangerous." He continued with a cold tone.
"But seeing you right now acting like this, it seems that you're much more dangerous than him." Jaejoong dared to answer.
And then a loud slap was heard. Yunho's right palm landed on Jaejoong's pale cheeks with force, causing his cheek to grow red. Jaejoong could only wince in pain. "It's been five months since I activated you, not even a half year. Did working on the bar train you to be some kind of a bitch?"
"Yunho please, calm down!"
His next move was totally unexpected. Yunho aimed his knuckle on the nearest wall, creating a large crater on it. "When I said shut up, you must follow!" He roared, causing Jaejoong to tremble in fear.
Jaejoong's eyes glistened with tears, but Yunho doesn't care anymore. He was totally blinded by his anger towards the artificial human. Yunho harshly shoved Jaejoong on the bruised wall and stood close to him, faces leaning a few inches to each other. His arm was possessively gripping the beauty's waist, causing Jaejoong to be locked into a tight and uncomfortable embrace. "Is this your purpose why you're here with me, to make me go insane?"
The beauty wasn't sure if there's really sadness and confusion reflecting on Yunho's eyes. 'I don't.. I don't understand, I—'
Jaejoong didn't have the chance to reply, as Yunho cupped his face and literally crushed his lips to Jaejoong's, kissing him with force. As tongue and teeth were involved, Jaejoong realized that his lips were totally bruised. He tasted something aside from black coffee (which probably was Yunho's since Jaejoong is not fond of drinking caffeine) and he was positive it was the red liquid called blood. He can't do anything to defend himself although he's now hurting; it was his owner who’s ravishing him after all. Yunho have the rights on him, he's the one who activated him. He shouldn't be opposing it.
Yunho slightly pulled away from Jaejoong's lips and smirked, "That's how I activated you, remember? I kissed you like that. You know what? That was the most insane thing I did to my life." And then he proceeded kissing Jaejoong's porcelain skin, starting from his neck. When Jaejoong finally absorbed Yunho's last words, tears fell from his doe eyes.
"Ahh, Jaejoong.. activating you was the craziest thing that I ever did in my entire life." Yunho murmured as he stripped Jaejoong butt-naked at the living room's couch.
Sure, Yunho does not approve of Jaejoong's existence to his life. But hearing all of these harsh statements from his activator, Jaejoong never thought that it would hurt him this much. 'Does Yunho really hate me that much? Then why did he activate me in the first place?' His cheeks were totally drained with tears from crying pitifully upon realizing his state and still, tears never failed to stop from streaming. Yunho also stripped himself naked and then hovered on Jaejoong's naked figure lying helplessly on the couch.
"You think that robots can't get hurt? Tsk. You are an artificial HUMAN after all." He sarcastically emphasized the capslocked word as he roughly thrusted his member on Jaejoong's rear, causing the latter to scream in agony. The man didn't prepare him or give him a warning; he just thrusted in and out a few times until he reached the nirvana, not giving any damn to Jaejoong's constant pleadings. After that, Yunho just tossed him on the couch and managed to walk upstairs.
'It's better if I'm not activated. That way, I wouldn't be hurting like this.'
Yes, Jaejoong lost his purity to someone he loves. But then, it's better if that someone actually loves him back.
"To what, to run away and let that man rule you?" Yunho's words were followed by a cynical snicker. "I told you not to see that guy anymore. He's dangerous." He continued with a cold tone.
"But seeing you right now acting like this, it seems that you're much more dangerous than him." Jaejoong dared to answer.
And then a loud slap was heard. Yunho's right palm landed on Jaejoong's pale cheeks with force, causing his cheek to grow red. Jaejoong could only wince in pain. "It's been five months since I activated you, not even a half year. Did working on the bar train you to be some kind of a bitch?"
"Yunho please, calm down!"
His next move was totally unexpected. Yunho aimed his knuckle on the nearest wall, creating a large crater on it. "When I said shut up, you must follow!" He roared, causing Jaejoong to tremble in fear.
Jaejoong's eyes glistened with tears, but Yunho doesn't care anymore. He was totally blinded by his anger towards the artificial human. Yunho harshly shoved Jaejoong on the bruised wall and stood close to him, faces leaning a few inches to each other. His arm was possessively gripping the beauty's waist, causing Jaejoong to be locked into a tight and uncomfortable embrace. "Is this your purpose why you're here with me, to make me go insane?"
The beauty wasn't sure if there's really sadness and confusion reflecting on Yunho's eyes. 'I don't.. I don't understand, I—'
Jaejoong didn't have the chance to reply, as Yunho cupped his face and literally crushed his lips to Jaejoong's, kissing him with force. As tongue and teeth were involved, Jaejoong realized that his lips were totally bruised. He tasted something aside from black coffee (which probably was Yunho's since Jaejoong is not fond of drinking caffeine) and he was positive it was the red liquid called blood. He can't do anything to defend himself although he's now hurting; it was his owner who’s ravishing him after all. Yunho have the rights on him, he's the one who activated him. He shouldn't be opposing it.
Yunho slightly pulled away from Jaejoong's lips and smirked, "That's how I activated you, remember? I kissed you like that. You know what? That was the most insane thing I did to my life." And then he proceeded kissing Jaejoong's porcelain skin, starting from his neck. When Jaejoong finally absorbed Yunho's last words, tears fell from his doe eyes.
"Ahh, Jaejoong.. activating you was the craziest thing that I ever did in my entire life." Yunho murmured as he stripped Jaejoong butt-naked at the living room's couch.
Sure, Yunho does not approve of Jaejoong's existence to his life. But hearing all of these harsh statements from his activator, Jaejoong never thought that it would hurt him this much. 'Does Yunho really hate me that much? Then why did he activate me in the first place?' His cheeks were totally drained with tears from crying pitifully upon realizing his state and still, tears never failed to stop from streaming. Yunho also stripped himself naked and then hovered on Jaejoong's naked figure lying helplessly on the couch.
"You think that robots can't get hurt? Tsk. You are an artificial HUMAN after all." He sarcastically emphasized the capslocked word as he roughly thrusted his member on Jaejoong's rear, causing the latter to scream in agony. The man didn't prepare him or give him a warning; he just thrusted in and out a few times until he reached the nirvana, not giving any damn to Jaejoong's constant pleadings. After that, Yunho just tossed him on the couch and managed to walk upstairs.
'It's better if I'm not activated. That way, I wouldn't be hurting like this.'
Yes, Jaejoong lost his purity to someone he loves. But then, it's better if that someone actually loves him back.
***
When morning came, Yunho opened his eyes and found himself sprawled in the bedsheets. He felt satisfied yet conscience is starting to haunt him. Last night's events were very unforgivable. It was a total mistake to force Jaejoong into such rough activity. But when he thought of the reasons why he acted that way, his jaw tightened. 'Fuck conscience, he deserves it.'
Today was Sunday, Yunho reminded himself not to attend work today. After changing into gray sweatpants and a simple graphic t-shirt, he walked downstairs.
The first thing he saw on the living room was the artificial human. Jaejoong was still sleeping quietly, still butt-naked on the leather couch. Yunho inwardly gulped as he raked his eyes towards the artificial human's figure. This scene reminded him of the first time he laid his eyes on Jaejoong. Yoochun made a human hybrid out of Jaejoong, and this was his present to the workaholic man who’s lacking of love interest.
But after the last night's events, what would Jaejoong say to him the moment he wakes up? Will the beauty forgive him because he's his activator? Or would he rebel his way out of Yunho's life?
Suddenly, Yunho walked towards the sleeping beauty and covered him with a thick blanket. He properly arranged Jaejoong on the couch so that the latter would get comfortable in sleeping. With a gentle gaze, Yunho caressed Jaejoong's thick raven locks. Hesitant at first, but then he ended up saying his apology to the artificial human. "I know.. what I did last night was totally wrong. I shouldn't.. I shouldn't do that to you. It's all my fault, I shouldn't let go of my anger. I went out of bounds, so I'm sorry."
There's no response, but Yunho assumed Jaejoong was still drowned in a deep slumber. His hand made its way to Jaejoong's cheeks, cupping it and caressing it using the thumb. He leaned down to kiss his forehead and also to his cheeks. But when Yunho kissed his right cheek, he felt that Jaejoong wasn't breathing. He didn't feel any oxygen coming in and out of Jaejoong's nosetrils.
"J-Jaejoong..?" Yunho gently patted Jaejoong but the latter still didn't show any signs of consciousness. "Jaejoong? Jae, wake up!" Yunho kept on nudging Jaejoong but the beauty remained frozen on his spot. "Jaejoong, open your eyes! Wake up!"
Seeing that Jaejoong isn't responding and assumed that there's something wrong with his system, Yunho grabbed his phone and called the right person.
"Yoochun! Where are you now? Jaejoong is not moving!"
***
When Yunho placed Jaejoong on the backseat of his car, he quickly sat at the driver's seat but didn't bother to start the ignition first. He suddenly remembered what Yoochun told him before about Jaejoong, and it was obviously related to what happened just now.
[Flashback]
Yoochun spat out the bottle and coughed. "Aish you—I was nearly suffocated, you know that?" He glared at him. "Well anyways, Jaejoong's fine. Just don't.. force him to do 'it'. You know how sensitive my creations are." Yoochun sneered, causing Yunho to glare at him. "I'm serious!" He added.
[End of Flashback]
Yunho didn't take the advice seriously. What can he do, he was totally blinded by anger towards the artificial human being. He didn't know about the aftermaths of what he did to Jaejoong. He just let his sanity take over his body in order to simmer down his rage. He didn't thought of what Jaejoong feels at that time; in fact, he was very aware of how eager the latter was begging him to stop and calm down but he didn't listen to Jaejoong's plead. The monster in him just came out without any warning, causing him to do things he shouldn't do at the first place.
He unconsciously hit his forehead on the steering wheel and cursed himself.
Why did he turn out to be this selfish?
Yunho hated wasting his time, so he started the ignition and drove swiftly throughout the streets.
[Flashback]
Yoochun spat out the bottle and coughed. "Aish you—I was nearly suffocated, you know that?" He glared at him. "Well anyways, Jaejoong's fine. Just don't.. force him to do 'it'. You know how sensitive my creations are." Yoochun sneered, causing Yunho to glare at him. "I'm serious!" He added.
[End of Flashback]
Yunho didn't take the advice seriously. What can he do, he was totally blinded by anger towards the artificial human being. He didn't know about the aftermaths of what he did to Jaejoong. He just let his sanity take over his body in order to simmer down his rage. He didn't thought of what Jaejoong feels at that time; in fact, he was very aware of how eager the latter was begging him to stop and calm down but he didn't listen to Jaejoong's plead. The monster in him just came out without any warning, causing him to do things he shouldn't do at the first place.
He unconsciously hit his forehead on the steering wheel and cursed himself.
Why did he turn out to be this selfish?
Yunho hated wasting his time, so he started the ignition and drove swiftly throughout the streets.
***
In less than an hour, Yunho and the unconscious Jaejoong finally arrived at Yoochun and Junsu's house. Yunho rushed to Jaejoong's side and lifted him up bridal style. He banged the door with his free arm, startling the people inside the house. The door swung open, revealing Yoochun in working clothes. He fled home after he received Yunho's phone call back at work. Junsu was holding baby Cheonji that's why Yoochun was the only one who approached the couple on the door.
"What happened to Jaejoong?" Yoochun asked as he led the couple to his working room that is secluded and very much away from the atmosphere outside. This place resembles his laboratory room back at work, and this is the place where he created Jaejoong.
After Yunho placed Jaejoong on the plain bed, he answered Yoochun's previous question. "I dunno."
Yoochun smelled something fishy upon hearing Yunho's timid response. "Did something happen last night? Answer me Yunho."
"I told you, I really don't know." Again, he's lacking of explanations. Yoochun's eyes sharpened and asked Yunho the same thing again. "Be honest with me."
Feeling irritated, Yunho suddenly bursted out. "I said I don't know! Shit, how many times do I have to tell you?!"
"How can you not know, when you're the only person that's beside him?"
A long silence engulfed them, and Yunho could only exhale in order to calm himself down. Jaejoong was still unconscious, totally unaware of Yunho's outrage.
When Yunho finally composed himself, he felt like explaining now. "I.. we had sex last night. I forced him to do it with me." He said in a low tune. "I saw him with that fucker. I told him not to hang out with him but he didn't listen to me so I have to punish him. After I taught him how to be a human, he just turned out into a bitch. What does he take me for, a stranger?! Aren't I his activator? I was the one who gave him life, not some random shit he met outside!" The more explaining he did, the more his voice was rising.
"I see, you are already falling in love with him."
"I AM NOT! Just because I'm being like this doesn't mean I like him!" Yunho scowled.
"Face it Yunho, my creation finally worked. You are now head over heels on Jaejoong. Jealousy leads to love and affection." Yoochun smirked at him in happiness. But that smirk only ignited the flame over Yunho. He thought Yoochun was mocking him with that smirk. He misunderstood the action.
Yunho advanced his steps towards Yoochun, only to find their faces closer to each other. "No, you just turned my life into a mess. You and your fucking creation made me like this. I turned out to be this selfish! I don't want to be selfish but I just did! Shit!"
Feeling hurt about what Yunho said to him, the smile on Yoochun's face faded. "It's not Jaejoong's fault, it's yours! You and your fucking attitude!"
Again, silence took over the moment. The tension between the two buddies had increased, judging on their intense glaring to each other's eyes.
"I did my best to sort out your attitude by creating a permanent lover because all this time I, your bestest friend was very concerned about you!"
"I didn't ask for it, I didn't wish for you to change my views! Humans are only compatible with their own kind! And I didn't wish to end up with a robotic man! I am not gay! What the fuck are you getting at, Park Yoochun?!"
"I created him because I want someone to look after you and take care of you because I already have a family, I can't look after you anymore! I know everyone left you, but I never did because I love you so much! Can't you see? Even I already have Junsu and Cheonji on my life, I'm still concerned about you. I trusted Jaejoong to take care of you, to make you happy, feel loved and mostly, to make you feel that you're not alone anymore. But right now, after so many years of friendship, you're blaming me because I messed up your life. What the fuck are YOU getting at, Jung Yunho?" Yoochun threw Yunho's question back to him, but the latter didn't respond. He stood there silently, head hung low and his right hand creating a fist.
Yoochun walked towards Jaejoong's figure on the bed, his back facing Yunho. "Get out of my house. I will never allow you to see and touch Jaejoong again. You have no rights anymore."
"Good, make him out of my life! I don't want him ever since the beginning anyways. You just forced me to accept him, just like how I forced him last night." Yunho smirked bitterly upon reminiscing the underlying memories of his last words.
"Get out now Jung, I don't want to hear your fucks anymore. Get out!" Yoochun shouted at his lungs.
Yunho stormed out of the room with a loud slam, causing Junsu and Cheonji to startle. Suddenly, Cheonji started crying and Junsu immediately hushed her. "What happened--" Junsu saw Yunho's raging face as the latter just past through him. Yunho didn't even notice Junsu's presence and the cries of Cheonji as he went out of the house. He just left Jaejoong in the hands of his creator and drove out of the village.
As Cheonji was still crying in his arms, Junsu went inside Yoochun's working room. His body tensed up as he saw an unconscious Jaejoong on the bed. Yoochun didn't waste his time; he started preparing his tools in order to fix Jaejoong's system. "W-what happened to Jaejoong, Chunnie?"
"That bastard ruined my creation. He hated Jaejoong so much in his life that he had to destroy his system. He said I messed up his life, when he was the one who destroyed Jaejoong. What a murderer." Yoochun wanted to cry, but shedding tears will not do any good. "Fuck him and his stupid attitude, I've had enough." Junsu could only pat Yoochun's shoulder with his free hand.
Yoochun's hands landed on Jaejoong's pale cheek. "I'm so sorry Jaejoong. Don't worry, I'll fix you. And by the time you'll wake up, you're not going to suffer anymore." He broke out a smile as he gazed on the unconscious beauty.
***
Dark surroundings. Crowded place. Flashy disco lights. Smell of alcohol and sex everywhere. Loud blaring dance music. Positive. Yunho was indeed, hanging out on a night club.
People thought Yunho passed out already because his head was buried on the counter. One of the bartenders of the club was nudging him to wake up and go home. The bartender noticed that Yunho was already drunk because he's talking mostly to himself like a crazy patient on a mental hospital. Being a concerned citizen he was, he volunteered to knock some sense on the drunken man.
"Uhh, sir, you might want to go home now."
"Aiiiiyaaaa, I still want to driiiiink!" Yunho whined like a kid, totally opposite from his attitude. His face was flushed due to the alcohol content he's drinking. "B-but sir, you're passing out already!" The bartender retorted.
Yunho shoved the bartender's arms on him. "You know, I've never had too much alcohol on my bodyyyy.. because I have low tolerance. HAHAHAHAHA! You gave me a bottle of booze, now look what happened! HAHAHAHAHA!" Yunho laughed hysterically. "I'm sorry sir, I didn't know. But you ordered it!"
"Now I'm drunk as hell you know~ Yunhoww~ you know, Yunhowww~ you know Yunho? HAHA, that's right.. that's me! The one and only, Jung Yunhoooooo~! HAHAHA!"
Sheesh. Yunho was obviously out of his mind.
"Come on, Mr. uhh.. Jung Yunho. Let's get you home before you pass out here." The bartender still insisted to help Yunho out of the club. "Shall I call your friends sir? They should pick you up."
"Friends? Who, Park Yoochun?! Ha! That man messed up my life, I don't need his help! Who else, Jaejoong? He's deaaaad! Only half a year passed by since I activated him but he left me that easily! How weak, tch! My parents, my past girlfriends, my cruel grandpa—OHH COME ON, EVERYONE LEFT ME ALREADY! Who's there to call?! Fuck!" To his sudden burst out, Yunho harshly shoved the bartender away from him. But the bartender was strong enough to balance himself and not to stumble.
"You want me to ditch this place? Fine! This place is so stiiiiiinky anyways! Heyy Mr. Taxi Taxi Taxiiiii~ over heeeere! Lead me home~!"
A yellow taxi parked in front of the drunken Yunho. The bartender opened the door for him and shoved Yunho in. "Ahjusshi, you're in charge of him now! Happy trip~!" The bartender chirped, causing the driver to cringe. "Another nuisance. I hate this job." He muttered as he gazed at the drunken passenger through the mirror.
"What's our destination sir?" The driver calmly asked as he started to drive the vehicle. "Destination? Hell! HAHAHAHAHAHA!" Said the drunken lad on the back seat. The driver glared at Yunho's reflection on the mirror. "Sir, where do you want to go?"
"Take me to uhh—HIC! Seoul Cemetery!"
"Are you sure? You're still drunk—"
Yunho interrupted him with a loud command. "I don't care, just drive me there! I want to visit my parent's grave! Here's the money, and keep the change! Hehehe~"
The driver was shocked to see the large amout of money on his hand. But being a honest driver he was and he knew his customer won't pay such high amount like that, he only took the right amount and handed it back to Yunho. "You wouldn't want to waste money for sure. You'll realize it once you went back to your old self."
"Are you sure? Ohh well, more money for meeeeeee~~ Heheheheheasdfsghsfdjsgdkshdha~" Yunho kept on blabbering incoherent words as the driver ignored him.
At the middle of the ride, a loud thunder roared from the night sky. It might rain heavily soon.
"You know, whenever I hear the sounds of thunder, I'm having such nightmares~" Yunho started talking again. This time, the driver listened to him intently. There must be a reason why he was this sober.
"But when Jaejoong came into my life.. strangely, I don't get any nightmares anymore. Is he a magician? No, he's not! He's a robooooot~ he keeps insisting that he's also a human but in reality, he's just a meeeere robot~! He—ugh! He's soooo annoying; I don't know why people like to compliment him! Ahh! Maybe because of his beautiful face that is! Heh, he's really not a human being. He's an angel! And I don't deserve that kind of perfection! And mostly, I am not gayyyy, I'm effin’ straight~~"
The driver gently stepped down on the brakes, causing the vehicle to stop. "We're here, now get out before you barf on my car."
"No, I'm not yet finish talking!" Yunho glared at him. Wow, he actually managed to glare at him when his vision is already spinning. But let the man do the talking. Drunken people tend to tell the truth. "I dunno why that man loves me so much when all I could give to him was pain! Now I sounded like a murderer. But really, it's my entire fault that he's still unconscious due to what happened last night. But but but I don't mean to kill him because I was so mad at him for seeing that fucker! Blegh! Yoochun said I did it because of jealousy. What? Jealousy leads to love and affection? Do you understand what that means? Cause I don't!"
Resting his head on the back rest, the driver came out with an advice. "Yeah, yeah. That Yoochun was right. You're gay. You're madly in love with that Jaejoong robot. Understand? Now go make out with your boyfriend and mind your own business!"
Yes, the taxi driver literally kicked him out of the taxi. Talk about no mercy.
And so, Seoul Cemetery was now in front of him.
Although his legs are kinda wobbly, he managed to enter the cemetery in peace. The night sky roared again with thunder lightning’s in background, signaling that it's going to rain cats and dogs tonight. Anytime soon, it will rain for sure.
"Where are my parents? Hmm, let's see.." He roamed and scanned the whole cemetery. "Uhh.. there! Finallyyyy~" When he arrived in front of his parent's graves, he hugged the tombstones together. "Hello mom and dad~ how are you doing up there~?" Yunho talked in front of the two tombstones. "Ughhh. You two left me, and you're still together up there. Does that mean you're also selfish for leaving me like this? Ahh, no? Ahhh~ that's right~! It was an accident! I'm sorry mom and dad for bringing up this topic. I guess I'm the only one who got selfish. I lost everyone of you because I only think of myself. I'm such a murderer. My parents who witnessed my childhood days.. my grandpa was cruel of me but he still managed to let myself alive.. Jaejoong.. Ughh, I don't know anything anymore.."
In a split of second, the loud thunder was followed by a hard downpour of rain. Everything was drenched, including the drunken Yunho whose body is still glued in front of his parent's tombstone.
"Ohh shit, it's raining. So cold.."
Little did he know (because his body is very numb due to alcohol and the rain), his eyes shed out tears. His hot tears were washed off by the cold rain pouring on his entire body. He remained glued there until he found himself sobbing and kneeling in front of his parent's graveyard, his body shivered from soaking up in the rain.
"Jaejoong.. I need you.. I'm fucking sorry.."
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